While being balanced mode wise is something that is good and something that I am glad to be, although I do wish that my medications made me feel less drained like I have been dragging a heavy weight around with me while I do things, in part because my mind seems to be sort of slow and just not totally with it at times leaving it to take a lot of energy to concentrate and get things done and that mental energy also has a physical manifestation as well, and is what tends to make me feel the most drained. while it is good to be balanced it is hard to not want to have a taste of the forbidden fruit that I have been brought down from having a minor taste of and that is to be on the more manic side of things. It is times like this when I know that the meds are keeping me from an amazing natural high, that it is so tempting just to stop taking my medications.
Hey, we will read what ever your write. We are not here for entertainment, but to visit with you. So, write what ever you want to write, and I will read, ok? And dating is never easy when you go shopping in bars. It is always a meat market for the best dressed, most attractive, etc, and it's a pain. Look around and get creative and see if there is somewhere else you might be able to look for a guy that wants a relationship. Clubs, service organizations, and so forth. Good luck!
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