I keep asking my self this and I don't even think the answer is yes, I don't feel that there is truly anything that can be done to make this pain go away, let alone stay away. To make my life worth anything, to stop the hurt that I inflict on others simply by living. I don't understand why I feel this way why I am this way, and I don't see any way to actually escape it ether while still living. I feel so ashamed of my self, so worthless and out of control too.
My personal blog, that provides a uniquely North West view on the world around me, so sit back and enjoy.