I keep asking my self this and I don't even think the answer is yes, I don't feel that there is truly anything that can be done to make this pain go away, let alone stay away. To make my life worth anything, to stop the hurt that I inflict on others simply by living. I don't understand why I feel this way why I am this way, and I don't see any way to actually escape it ether while still living. I feel so ashamed of my self, so worthless and out of control too.
One has to like it when trained counselors, psychologist, and psychiatrist like to ignore LGBTQ identiedis. Instead insisting those that do not fit the narrow box that they inhabit are dysfunctioned and even delusional. It is one thing when they do so in a professional setting like their office, even though it is still damaging there, it is atleast a setting where they have had time to get an understanding of the person over time. It is a totally different thing when they do so in online comment threads; and provide “professional opinions” on people that have never met. that simply know through one or two comments instead, simply because they disagree with the opinion that said “professional” holds.